Monster

@Soompi

"Sometimes you climb out of bed in the mornng and you think, I'm not going to make it, but you laugh inside - remembering all the times you felt that way." - Charles Bukowski

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I am utterly disgusted with my behavior trailing behind like a shameful existence all Fall term long. School should not be an excuse for my flaring tempers and irrational actions, I'm sorry I had to put you through that. Constant streams of assignments, papers, quizes, more papers, with taunting and snide feedback has pulled my patience (if any) taut an left me nothing better than a ticking time bomb.

I am seriously burned out by homework for this semester, I feel like all I know how to do is sit in front of my laptop and tap away paper after paper. Yet, each time I open a blank document I feel incompetent to fill it in.

One.Last.Paper. I'm only 2 pages into 10.